I was lucky enough to read an ARC on this book in order for an honest review So here goes A friend once told me that Kathryn Kelly is just a genius and we are all just lucky enough to sit back and read it.It s so true This is NOT your happy rainbows and unicorn MC Club It s dirty, it s gritty, it s bad and it s FREAKING FANTASTIC I fell in love with Outlaw in Misled and Misappropriate I hated Kendall in Misdeeds and wanted to slap Johnny In fact, despite the killer writing and story I d go as much to say I hated the 2nd book love hate but still hate This third book I was worried I wanted to bitch slap Zoann so many times in the past This book brought so many different ranges of emotions it had me wrapped up and twisted and turned and I loved every damn second of it Val is not a knight in shining armor He s a freaking hot mess on wheels He breaks my heart He makes me love him He makes me hate him He makes me want to scream Zoann is not your typical heroine She s a freaking hot mess afraid to take the ride of life but attacks it nonetheless She breaks my heart She makes me cry She makes me love her She makes me want to scream at her Together they make me frustrated, scream, cry, smile I can t tell you how much I love this book If you love the Death Dwellers You ll love this book.If you love MC Club books You ll freaking jump to the moon reading this book.If you love books in general You should read this book If you love flawed characters who somehow shine despite everything you should hate You should read this book.In short can I just say, READ THIS BOOK Seriously READ IT I have now moved it up into my top 5 of favorite romance books I ve read I ve moved this series into the top 2 of my favorite all time serial reads I d go so far as to say I love this book than the first in the series that hooked me Because I get a great story, mixed up family club madness, Outlaw and just MORE. Abit spoilerish not too much tho ALL THE GUYS OBSESSION WITH MEGGIE NEEDS TO STOP I have to say that it got frustrating that all the boys thought Meggie was simply the best I too love Meggie but enough was enough no one could disrespect her but the other girls were allowed to be In my opinion, it showed the lack of love attraction one has for their woman if they kept commenting on how sweet and sexy Meggie is Val mentioned it many times or would talk about her legs and breasts or what she was wearing What probably bugged me the most was when it was mentioned how Johnnie still had something for Meggie it was mentioned multiple times how if Megs would have it he would have her in his bed how does that show his love for Kendall It s not fair for the ladies in their lives I mean we are reading a romance book and I like if the heros and heroines in my book don t mention multiple times how someone else is or looks I get that we all think other people besides our partners are attractive sweet but to hve it mentioned soo many times gets to be a bit much I was abit fearful going in as in the past books I didn t like Zoann but after seeing everything she had gone through I could see where she was coming from I think her rape was kinda brushed aside by Val which annoyed me I also wasn t a big fan of how it was described multiple times when Val would sleep with another woman.I didn t read Johnnie and Kendall s story but I can understand why a lot of people didn t care for Kendall she said a lot of stupid shit But I don t like the way the others so Outlaw talked to her at times because if anyone said anything to Meggie he would go off so I think the same sorta thing shoulda been shown for Kendall Outlaw needed to talk to Johnnie about that shit not snap on Kendall infront of others Respect should be shown to everyones old ladies not just his. Another great read by Kathryn Kelly.This whole series has been one been a wonderful roller coaster ride Within these stories, you meet alpha males, some flawed strong heroines and at times intense situations There is plenty of angst and some heart ache but a great story.If you enjoy MC stories and love your characters powerful, you will love this series.ARC provided in return for a honest review. Zero Stars Reminder to self Do not read any of this series, it s THAT bad The H was a vile prolific cheater, I don t care what anyone says, I DO NOT FORGIVE A CHEATER Especially this disgusting asshole who screws everything in a skirt Constantly.This was one of the weakest men I have ever read He had no redeeming qualities. I was lucky to receive an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.Let me tell you if you haven t read this series it is a definite must This story isn t your usual girl meets biker, this series is about pain, anger and working your way to happiness With Zoann and Val their story was about their journey and how they came to how they are now There was so much rawness and pain but they fought to get their happiness.I love this series a lot Especially with Johnnie and Kendall because he s standing by his girl and how their journey devlops Megs and Outlaw, oh i wanted to shake the life out of him I wanted to continue to read but when I got to the end I was mad because one i ran out of snacks and two i was at the end of the book This story is than 5 stars, the series is a 30 star series image image image image image image image okay so I love these books I really enjoy this story so heartbroken over Zoann and Val and the others as well the only issue I have and honestly I can t stand it any is the bragging about getting into pants of Megs jeez like I get it so stoop talking about it it was okay to see it in previous book because that was one of the main issues and I love how the story continues so every couples problem don t end with the their book but I don t wanna hear about the Megs pants any it s just boring please just please and seriously Johny I m only a human sentence well fuck off that s was just shitty image Johnnyimage And on door number three You guessed itCheatingSelf note .So this is book 3 in the Death Dwellers MC series and it s all about Val and Zoann, characters you have met if you read the first two books I really recommend that you read the first two books so that you can have a clear understanding of all of the characters It could be read as a standalone but so much would be lost if you don t really know the background Be warned that if you have a short trigger for rape and or cheating, you may want to reconsider reading this book I am emotionally invested in all four couples this series Book 1 gave us Outlaw Christopher Megan book 2 was about Johnnie Kendall and then there is Mort Bailey So throw in Val Zoann and we have four major couples that we have tracked in previous books We have loved Meggie Megan for her sweetness and hated Kendall for a lot of reasons Then Kendall gets redeemed in book 2 but falls off the wagon in book 3 Bailey still floats along as a young, sweet thing while Mort struggles with the thought of settling down This book was really like an Emmy winning soap opera with all the drama the four women caused but then again the men shows both their strength and stupidly in high degrees This book is a long book 400 pages and it goes into much history that was not included in the previous two books We learn about the dastardly deeds committed by Big Joe and Logan and we finally understand that Zoann really has a reason to be the bitch she is We see the perfect couple Outlaw Meggie have run ins because of all the stress, but don t worry all of the couples get their HEA except for Mort Bailey, which will be the next saga The book opens with us discovering how both Val and Mort joined the club and Val s Matthew story is a heartbreaker Exposed to full out sex by his parents at the age of 10 and left on the streets at the age of 16 leads to him prostituting himself with women to get money for food and drugs Yes he s a full fledged sex and drug addict His parents made him watch record and participate in group sex with them, so yeah he s a little screwed up with the sex addiction thing The love story that develops between Val Zoann is heart wrenching and they both contribute to the reasons Val continues his whorish ways until he s faced with Zoann s possible death Then he realizes he will make any changes that have to be made to be the man he needs to be to keep her My heart bled for both Zoann and Val based on the awful things that happened to them during their formative years Towards the end of the book Outlaw says he has got to get all the bitches out of the clubhouse and go back to tending to club business I agree because all these four women did was create drama after drama and I loved the hell out of it Mort, as usual, tried to counsel everyone into behaving correctly but then he d go off the tracks with Bailey We get a new character introduced into the story Ghost aka Cash looks like he s going to be another star in the Death Dwellers series I know I will be reading the next book in this series because it s like a train wreck coming and I can t take my eyes off the track because I want to know what happens next. Matthew Val Taylor, The Road Captain In The Club, Was Introduced To Sex At An Early Age Saved From The Streets By The Club S Enforcer And President Years Ago, Val Now Lives For Women And The Open Road Until The Night The Only Woman He S Ever Loved Is Almost Killed Val Determines To Change His Ways And Be The Man Zoann Should Have And The Father Their Son DeservesZoann Donovan Has Loved Val For A Long Time Violence And Bitter Betrayal Forces Her To Ignore Her Feelings And Distance Herself Not Only From The Sexy RC, But Her Beloved Brother Too Until She Discovers The Truth Can Zoann Ever Be Forgiven For All The Pain She S Caused Will Val Overcome His Own Demons And Have A Future With Her And Their Son Who Will Survive In An MC Filled With Lust And Revenge, Love And Hate Warning This Is A Tale Of Rape, Murders, Deception, Heartache, Lies, And Infidelity The Road To Redemption Is A Tumultuous Struggle Where Only The Strong Survive And Justice Is Served Outlaw Style Val is a jerk and there is no other way to say it, he s selfish, self destructive, a cheater, a bad father and weak Even before getting the back history on Zoann s past, I never understood why everyone was so down on her For goodness sakes she was raped, her mother gets her face blown off right in front of her and her baby daddy is a major douchebag biker So I say she had a lot of reason to be bitchy all the time even if we didn t know the reason why As for Val, I hate weak heroes and he fit the title to a T Every time he was faced with a difficult situation he turned to drugs, alcohol or other women He was like kid unable to cope with anything His reaction to finding out the true extent of Zoann s rape was appalling and killed any possible chance of me liking his character I felt that he just wanted her to get over it and move on like it was just a tiny pebble in her shoe HELLOOOOOOO she was raped than physically by others, she was emotionally abused by the adults who were supposed to protect her , Damn right she has reason to be the way she was.Now for my main problem with this book, Megan, Megs or whatever the hell you wanna call her I am tired of her being the standard by which all the old ladies are judged by Her character annoys me to no end, her constant need for attention and her simpering UGH ,it annoys me and people wonder why Kendall acts the way she does Don t get me wrong Kendall has issues that need to be worked on but come on how can she when everything she does or says has to be tempered so Megan doesn t get her feelings hurt Also I m tired of everyone blaming Kendall for Megs losing the baby, they both made stupid choices in the previous book and they both lost something precious Not that anyone cares because only Megan s loss counts Every action and word has to be monitored so that Megs doesn t get upset, that s BS As for Kendall and Johnnie, if I were her I would pack up my kid and go find someone that could love me completely I m tired of Johnnie and his unrequited crush on Megan it s annoying and disrespectful And the way he lets others disrespect his old lady is downright appalling, he doesn t truly stand up for her I get it Kendall has a lot of insecurities but I feel that Johnnie s behaviors feed them I hope in the next book we get a Kendall that stands up for herself and her baby and demands the respect that she deserves.Besides all of the above the book was really well written and I can t wait for the next book Hopefully some of my frustrations will be resolved.